to bitch drive or not?? hmmm...

I just had the most random thought today. I'm wondering what kind of a driver would I be?

I mean... today my dad just had one of his so called "road rage" episode again because of a really stupid taxi driver. So it caught me off guard. Would I be such a driver? *lol*

Would I be a bitch driver and every other driver would be my verbal road victim?
I've never actually tried driving that long to find out yet. So far, the only times I've drove, they were all pretty pleasant.

I bet those close to me would definitely vote that I'll be a road bitch for sure, knowing my strong attitude about things. But, hmmm... ya never know, I might be a surprise.

There's only one way to find out!

*Who wants me to drive their car? 

psst: I promise I'll be nice...

heartache roadkill

This recent lack of sleep routine is really driving me nuts.

I'm exhausted but I'm wide awake because I couldn't get back to sleep. Studying is not helping because my brain is too tired to absorb knowledge. Hence, i'm bitching here. RAWR!

It is when I'm cranky, that I start to get annoyed with little things...

Oh boy, imma force myself to get some shut eye as I'm not me right now. =(

On a slightly lighter note, check this out:

So should I get the freaking dress or not?

I love it!!! Man oh man, decisions.

Help me out.

It's 90 bucks

='(

the final thirty

Listening to: 
Secrets by One Republic
The Saltwater Room by Owl City

IT IS officially the last month of 2009. I am stoked at how fast time flies. Really now. It feels like as if it was only yesterday that I washed away 2008. And now it's time to wash away 2009. It's been a bittersweet year but overall, it had been nice.

Now, I'm not wondering what's to offer in 2010 but more on what this last month is going to be like before the new year.

Speaking of which, it has passed my mind that some people say that life has already been written and whatever that happens, are by fate and destiny. The others believe that YOU and I write the stories of our lives and things happen because of how we decide and what actions we take.

So which party are you? 

Life is written for you?

or

You write your life?


I'm curious to know... so tell me...

If you'd ask me, I'd say that it is a mysterious mixture of both and it is that mystery that makes life interesting. But that's just my view. It could be wrong, It could be right.

So! Getting back to what I've been talking about, the soon-to-be ending year 2009. As always, I don't make resolutions for every beginning of every year. But I choose to do the opposite.

So this year:

• My ongoing struggle with trust issues is still not improving..

• I've finally let go =)

• People have gone away. New acquaintances are made. And these ongoing process has made me learn new things about people. Some ways, good. Some ways, bad. 

• I still, personally, despise lizards. They are filthy, disgusting and their existence are simply killing me!!!

• I broke a promise I made to myself. Apparently, it's very hard to keep a promise, even when it is just for yourself. So, go figure. 

• I chopped my hair. I think I still love having long hair. I have a feeling this short-hair phase is not going to last long. 

• I've had my OHSOGOOD moments when I find myself being able to relate with individuals I've never expected I could with. Sometimes, friends are the best for certain moments but sometimes, all you need is the voice of a stranger or a distant peer. 

• My temper has gradually decrease and I'm much more patient

• There has not been nightmares this year. I guess 2009 is a bless =) If you don't know what I'm talking about, read The girl who dreads past nights...

• I continue to hate sleepless nights... nights such as this.

• I've came to realized that some people don't deserve my trust and care

• I've been lied to

• I had my first minor surgery... which scared the hell out of me at first

• I lost someone I love a lot. I hope she's at peace. And I know Mum is still grieving. Thinking about it still makes me teary. 

• I learnt something new during a private counselling session. Smiles!

• I had my first ever, proper Japanese cuisine. 

• I keep wondering when did I suddenly stop driving? Maybe I'm not meant to drive. Maybe I need a driver. 

• Crazy strangers still won't leave me alone. Please I beg you, leave me alone!

• I did not do anything stupid and reckless... I think... as far as I've remembered... as compared to the things I've done last year. This is a record =P

• I'm sick of this list already... I can't remember anything now. My decision is to stop here and leave this list hanging and please don't hate me because of it =)

15

When you're fifteen, you are so naive...

When you're fifteen, all you can think about is your coming "sweet sixteen"...

When you're fifteen, all you care about is if your hair is straight enough, your lips are supple enough, your hot crush is noticing you, your dress gets approved, etc...

When you're fifteen, you have no idea what the real world is like...

...Until now

About Moi

*updated: 2 Dec 09*

WOAH!

I've finally made my About Me page

I've decided to made it in an elaborated picture list. So this means that it will keep growing as time passes for as long as this blog shall live...

"I" is the face behind this blog.

*

Chocolates should be everybody's best friend

And watch hot surfer dudes all day long while getting some tan??

C'mon man!

I love dancing =)

I love spring =D

Best moment to get some shut eyes

An the sceneries, don't forget

If my food has these, I'd take them out even if it takes me an hour to do so

My never to be favorite color. Ever. Never

rawr!

Don't laugh at me please

No not with the shower in my mouth

If I'd to choose between sunsets or sunrise, it'd be sunset just because it's so much more beautiful & I'm not a morning person

My to-die-for favorite dishes

Explain to me!

Guy A: Can I ask you a question?

Guy B: Can I ask you a question?

Guy C: Can I ask you a question?

Guy D: Hey, can I ask you a question?

Guy E: I ask you a question, can?

GUYS

Can you please explain to me WHY do you like to do this everytime you wish to ask a question?

It has always been from a guy no matter what. My girls don't do this. When they want to ask a question, they just get on with it and they ask THE question. Yes the question that they ACTUALLY want to ask!

And I know I'm not the only one who gets this often. I've had girls going on about this. So explain to us girls.

Why can't you guys just ASK the question you really want to ask. Just ask! Why the hell do you need to ask us " Can I ask you a question?"

 first?

Is it a guy thing?

I'm not saying it's wrong but it is annoying. Maybe it's a guy thing that us girls just wont't get it.

But the next time a guy asks me this again before he wants to ask me a real question, my answer will most definitely be...

NO!

*i know the dumbass picture of Hercules has nothing to do with this but it's just for some dramatic effect. You should know me by now, I can't stand my post without an illustration*

just like cocaine addiction

Working out can never get better without the presence of music pumping at the background; especially when you're doing effing crunches that cracks you like nobody's business.

And who says you gotta lift weights or rely on cardio ONLY??

Kickboxing or dance moves are the BOM as well people!!!

Imma make this short and sweet because truth of the matter is I'm plain pissed off right now and I just finished punching the air, so what gives...

A couple of dance moves currently addicted to...

Single Ladies by Beyonce:


Everybody by Rudenko (can I mention that the guy in the video is SMOKIN HAWT?)


Give it up to me by Shakira ft Lil Wayne
(video embedding disabled so click the direct link to view:
YOUTUBE VIDEO


Bad Romance by Lady Gaga