Things To Do Before i Die - Revisited

Thursday, June 25

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For those of you who have read and followed this blog since I was just a newbie might have read this particular post before - titled - Things To Do Before I Die...

If you've not, here goes: CLICK HERE (click lar!!!! don't be so lazy alright... I purposely link this post here... )

Actually I don't really care if you click the link or not... no wait! I do care! So just click it. Won't die. (damn am I annoying this way but please pardon me. I just had a childish moment today at the park. It's still lingering deep down)

Ok moving on. The purpose of me linking that post is because this post is going to be...

Plus I just realized something. I know we won't know when we'll die and we might die young. Just don't think too far from where we are right now and let's just focus being positive - which is that we will die when we're old and wrinkly and not anytime soon.

Now from that list (see I told you to click and read the link because now you'll be so lost), I've came across a couple of things that I doubt I will ever overcome the fear and do it. Even as I say this - it proves! Because I don't even have the confidence to thing the other way round. Pfftt.

Ok so anyway, what are the things on that list I was referring to???

  • ~Get the tattoo that I've always wanted @ my ankle
  • ~Ride a big rollercoaster that rates at least 3 on a 1-5 scale (LOL i'm a coward this way)
  • ~Learn to float & swim (yeah I can't you can stop laughing at me already)

Yes yes... say whatever you want to say. I know I'm a whim. I've never actually rode on an actual rollercoaster...ever. Well not yet. But I think I will never. If you (anyone of you) is able to make me do it, you're damn great!

And then I also came to realized that I left a few things from the list as well. (if you can't stand lists, just layan me for a while lar... I've been diagnosed with some random disease... I need attention =P)

Here goes:
  • ~ To learn photography (don't know how to explain this but there's just a simple kind of wonder when I capture beautiful moments & I love photos that don't make sense at all)
  • ~ To start the first chapter of a book... even if i don't finish it... all that matters is to actually start on it
  • ~ To publish an article
  • ~ To host a bazaar
  • ~ To learn to watch a game without falling asleep or wanting to fall asleep
  • ~ To buy something I really want with my own hard earn money
  • ~ To go to Disneyland
  • ~ To take a photo with a snake (oh boy where did this come from??)
  • ~ To adopt a child
  • ~ To invest in a restaurant

And the list shall stop here... reason why? Because I just feel so random today... must be those childish moments in the park this evening.

The Last Kiss

Saturday, June 20

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You don't know how
You don't know when
You don't know why

But you find the both of you falling from a tree
Landing hard on the dry hard ground
You both look at each other - questioning
And got the same answer - yes it hurts
But you both never expected so much pain could come from falling from a tree
Like every part of you is aching
Every bone - brittle and breaking down
Every muscle - tearing
Every skin - shredding

There's so much to say; so much to do
But every word feels so heavy - and so you both don't even want to try
Afraid that saying anything at all will tear your jaws apart

So you let the moment be that way
The both of you lying down on the dry hard ground - unmoved
Everything and everywhere starts to swell up
Every joint starts to strain - like you're being rip apart
Every ache, every pinch, every prick - gets worst
And yet words just pass through as thoughts
Neither the both of you mention a word, made a gesture, move a muscle...

Tree leaves start falling down like snow
Looking into each others' eyes - you both know it's time
Or is it?

And just as you both start to grab each other in the arms despite all odds,
A strong force pulls the both of you apart
And as you both brutally crawl towards each other,
Tears start to feel like broken glasses gliding down your cheeks
The last excruciating pain but it's too late

The final moment where you both almost touch each other,
There it was a painful sound
Bones break
Muscles tear
Skin shred
And as you open your eye, you both find the other is gone
And you remember the last kiss you had, the last embrace, the final touch...
Yes the last kiss and it's no longer there

Till you reach the day you lose "the other", you will never fully grasp that pain.
Don't take things for granted because then when you reach that day, it's too late to regret it all...

*to everyone I care & love*

the little girl who dreads past nights

Tuesday, June 16

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I'm having difficulty sleeping tonight. AGAIN!

What is it with me? Am I damned to have sleepless nights this year?

And I hate it when this happens. You know why?

Let me tell you a story of a little girl.

"Many years back there was a little girl has a heart as fragile as a chicken's. There was a period of time where she dreads going to bed at night because of the series of repeated or continuous nightmares she had to endure night after night. Sometimes as hazy as a tiny rainbow in the sky yet sometimes as vivid as the bright full moon.

And then there was a time when she fell sick and even the Doctor couldn't find a cure. Those dreadful long nights - they eventually dissappear but visions and memories remain"

That little girl was me.

So now you know why I hate sleepless nights...
Because those silent, lonely moments trigger my thoughts and those memories resurface.

Being me, I hate taking sleeping pills so I don't rely on them. Hence, the blogging of this post. Lately, I've had numerous encounters of either really annoying, disturbing, dreadful and/or bewildered moments. I know every once in a while, everyone has their own pet peeves but when it goes beyond that, I really have nothing to say.

It's bad enough that I have to endure crazy sleepless nights, I don't need to deal with:

1) People who are rude to old folks

2) People who don't respect women

3) People who inconsiderately smoke right in my face while I'm busy having my breakfast/lunch/tea/dinner/supper, etc

4) People who accidentally knock into me/step on my foot/hit me/shove me but don't have the common sense to say sorry.

5) People who cut queues (esp the ones I'm in)

6) People who shove others to get on the bus/train (esp the train)

7) People who deliberately speak to me in Chinese just because they think I'm Chinese (doesn't matter if I'm actually Chinese) and stare at me like a have 3 eyes when I say I can't speak Chinese. Screw u!

8) People who keep going on about me being a Chinese and can't speak Chinese and that I should know how to speak Chinese. It's like you're saying to a blind that he/she has eyes and that he/she should be able to see. Screw u!

9) People who don't give a damn if a guy curse but it it's a girl, it's "O-M-G how can u curse??"

10) People who shake their legs in the cinema, hall or auditorium (esp when those people sit behind me). I really, truly am not looking for a vibrating massage chair, TQ.

11) People who don't know me & and I don't know them, and they start adding me in Facebook or Myspace or on MSN.

12) People who have bad BO but don't use deodorant.

13) People who day dream at the traffic light.

14) People who ...

I don't feel like going on because I think it's time for me to go to sleep now. *YAWN*

How To Be A Good Wife...

Monday, June 15

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Let's sidetrack a little bit for a while...

Gosh it's been such a long time that I've not logged into this blog of mine to post something. Short semesters are such a rush!

I'm glad right now because I've finished my mid terms and I successfully did my presentation today. Just a few minor assignments left & a big presentation coming before finals (which I must say is hopeful since we're given a week for study break) wheee...

Righto! Now we head back to what's on the menu today:

How To Be A Good Wife
*this might be offensive, stay away if you think you can't handle this piece of shit*

To all wives: If you think you're doing a fine job as a wife right now... you might want to think again!

To all wives to be: If you think you'll have no doubts what-so-ever that you'll be a shitty wife, you might want to reconsider!

See I saw this last week when I was studying for my Social Psych's paper when it caught my attention. To make things short & sweet, I was shocked & by far fumed.

What the biscuit am I talking about?

Well let me introduce to you the The Good Wife's Guide (promising you an excellent guarantee that you'll turn out to be the best of the best, your husband will love you "till death do us part" sense)

  • Have dinner ready. Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal ready on time for his return. This is a way of letting him know that you have be thinking about him and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when they get home and the prospect of a good meal is part of the warm welcome needed.
  • Prepare yourself. Take 15 minutes to rest so you'll be refreshed when he arrives. Touch up your make-up, put a ribbon in your hair and be fresh-looking. He has just been with a lot of work-weary people.
  • Be a little gay and a little more interesting for him. His boring day may need a lift and one of your duties is to provide it.
  • Clear away the clutter. Make one last trip through the main part of the house just before your husband arrives. Run a dustcloth over the tables.
  • During the cooler months of the year you should prepare and light a fire for him to unwind by. Your husband will feel he has reached a haven of rest and order, and it will give you a lift too. After all, catering to his comfort will provide you with immense personal satisfaction.
  • Minimize all noise. At the time of his arrival, eliminate all noise of the washer, dryer or vacuum. Encourage the children to be quiet.
  • Be happy to see him.
  • Greet him with a warm smile and show sincerity in your desire to please him.
  • Listen to him. You may have a dozen important things to tell him, but the moment of his arrival is not the time. Let him talk first - remember, his topics of conversation are more important than yours.
  • Don't greet him with complaints and problems.
  • Don't complain if he's late for dinner or even if he stays out all night. Count this as minor compared to what he might have gone through at work.
  • Make him comfortable. Have him lean back in a comfortable chair or lie him down in the bedroom. Have a cool or warm drink ready for him.
  • Arrange his pillow and offer to take off his shoes. Speak in a low, soothing and pleasant voice.
  • Don't ask him questions about his actions or question his judgment or integrity. Remember, he is the master of the house and as such will always exercise his will with fairness and truthfulness. You have no right to question him.
  • A good wife always knows her place.

Oh yes! So now do you know what you're not doing as a "good wife"??

Sigh... it's a good thing this bunch of stereotypical statements don't come by much anymore.
But why oh why isn't there A Good Husband's Guide?

Ohh wait I think I know why!

But I'm not telling. I want to hear from all of you why do you think so?

*if you don't already know, I'm Little Miss Sarcastic today ;-)*

itch itch little pants

Saturday, June 6

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Damn this is not good. My neck has been doomed with two huge red lines on each side and they itch like super duper effin nonsense!!!!


I don't scratch and it's red. I scratch and it's red. I guess the best part is that there's no growth or anything popping out at the areas. It's just red and itchy.

So itchy that I wanna rip my neck out.
Has anyone had this before???
Someone help me pls =(

i'll make them guys sigh with ecstacy

Wednesday, June 3

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Today I feel like being generous to the guys. The males of the world. The men of the Earth.

Oooh and not forgetting those females that love females too =)

I present to you *jeng jeng jeng*

A) Lil Miss Confession's List of Hot Hollywood Female Celebrities:
Jessica Biel - Has hot talent and a hot personality

Charlize Theron - don't you want her Trapped in your heart?

Hayden Panettiere - who wants a hot Heroes?

Beyonce Knowles - If you were a boy, you'd be a hot one!

Taylor Swift - those country men loves you too =)

Eliza Dushku - reason why we all love Dollhouse

Megan Fox - c'mon, admit it most of you guys watch love Transformers because she's one of the reasons why...

Blake Lively - hot name. Anyone who loves gossips would love to here more gossips about you

Eva Longoria - she may be small, but she is one hot housewife

Leighton Meester - Not only can this girl make a hot bitch on tv, she has a hot voice too... check out Good Girls Go Bad song!

Angelina Jolie - although she is weirdly skinny now, her roles on the silver screens are totally hot ;-)

B) Lil Miss Confession's Beautiful Hollywood Female Celebrities:

Scarlet Johansson - what can I say? A beautifully talented actress

Christina Aguilera - I am beautiful no matter what they say...

Anne Hathaway - Just because you were "the" Mia Thermapolis in The Princess Diaries who used to be (not pretty) doesnt mean you;re not beautiful...

Aishwarya Rai - Bollywood is beautiful babe =D

Halle Berry - One beautiful Bond girl!

Katherine Heigl - even as a cancer patient cum doctor, Heigl makes a hot one at both!

Jessica Alba - bangs are beautiful too you know?

Gwen Stefani - Beautiful Mummy who has beautiful talent and a beautiful boy =)