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There are a couple of random notes i want to "scribble" here because... well, do i actually need a reason to scribble in my blog?

• i've made up my mind about the previous post. yes i have. many would pretty much go: "Oh dear, why?" or probably think that i'm so ridiculously stupid that i don't deserve to even make the decision. what i can say is that i know "me" the most and i think it is the right decision to decline

• if emotions could be striped naked from me, i would deff do that and bottle them up tightly in a metal box where even if the world comes to an end, the box will never open up. that way, the term emotional wreck would not exist!

• my current fav word is NAFF! naff this naff that naff everywhere...

• i have what some would say a weird habit: i like my rambutans & grapes to be frozen before i consume em'. it's just the way i take em'. ohhh... and i don't eat durian. sue me

• dreams. do they mean something? what if i dreamt of myself running last night. running & running till i can't stop, climbing up staircase while i bleed everywhere. climbing to the top so i could jump down? and then all of a sudden; midway climbing i drop down on the steps - caught by a person who became my strength so i could stand up through all the pain and bleeding. interpret that.

• a good thing about staying at home is that money is saved!
  

• dancing & music has never been so therapeutic till recently. music is soul =)

• i have a vision that with the rate of the way the world is "heating" up right now, i think it is possible that someday, the time will come when men would walk around shirtless, probably only in their bermudas & women would be clad in bikinis where ever they are heading to... but i'm afraid that some would be a sight for sore eyes...

• who agrees to the winner of So Do You Think You Can Dance Malaysia Season 2? my verdict is: i don't care who wins actually.

• i hate Fridays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

• is it me or is everyone going through a shitty Streamyx??? NAFF!!!!!!!!

• i'm heading to the Bijou Bazaar tomorrow! WOOT! u wanna join?
  

• it bugs me that national tv wishes to air international movies but always cut the scenes where the characters kiss. OMG!!! u gotta be kidding me. pffft.

• it still amazes me and leaves me questioning how 2 people can live with each other everyday "till death do they part" and still love each other as much as when they first laid eyes on each other. amazing ain't it. is there such a thing? we're all humans afterall...

I confess that...

Ya I know it's cool to be a girl when you get to do things only girls can do. It's part of having fun in life. But one thing not cool is having to deal with freaking PMS. It sucks to the max.

There have been a couple of things that really really bothers me that it's starting to get into my nerve. Sick and tired of all bullshit. So from now on, I'm won't give a damn what-so-ever. If you don't care, I won't care. Don't come complaining to me when things don't turn out right. If you do something about it, then you have the right to complain. If not, shut up.

Then there's the part where some people just don't know. You don't know shit and you want to do something. So you should make yourself know. Enough with the "Don't know" phrase. It's shit I tell ya. If you don't know, take the initiative to know. Don't wait around for people to give you answers. Because if you're dealing with me, I will just leave you alone and let you stay in a "don't know" state since you like it so much.

At another point, I know things don't normally go as planned. I know things that are planned out sometimes can't happen because of certain circumstances. But seriously, it gets so annoying when every single freaking time, everything doesn't happen. It's been like that for such a long time that everytime it will end up like that. So that's why I have taken to my knowledge to not even hope for it. Why wanna hope for something when it will turn out just like any other times. So excuse me if I don't find myself enthusiastic, the way things go has given me a reason to be that way. Too bad.


Ya, to whomever reading, this is probably crap. Just don't ask me. Go figure yourself if you want to. I just want to say it all out this way and leave it this way.

it's your job, do it right dammit!

You know I have certain things that really bugs me. Total turn off. But the one thing that is extremely a BIG TURN OFF is BAD SERVICE!!!!!!

Seriously. A BIG TOTAL TURN OFF *imagine me going really slow while I say that*
You get paid. Do your job. Deliver good service. It doesn't have to be the best but as long as it is satisfactory enough that it is required. If you can't do that and hate your job so much, don't do it!!!

Yes I have complained before in my blog about the horrible services from taxi drivers. I really dislike the cab services here. Never improve and I doubt it.

So this time round it is another service altogether. OUR wonderful Pos Malaysia!
Walking into this branch in PBD, a huge poster by the end of the room states how great their services are for their customers. BULLSHIT!

You heard me right. There's so much to improve. First of all, as a user who has performed a couple of postage in Pos Malaysia, it's fine for me to navigate around. BUT what about newbies? You cannot expect people to hunt around asking people around before they head to the post office to perform their postage. Nutcase! Services should serve for people so that they can carry out their tasks at ease.
Oh yeah she did but that was when it was time to close. =.='''


PROPER SIGNS AND CATEGORIZE YOUR FORMS
See, let me go through some of the pathetic state I went through and have observed quite some time now. Lately, it has been bugging me and recently my trip to the post office made me cursing like nobody's business.
No sign what-so-ever to categories the forms to be filled up for any postings. Exp: performing a pos laju, you need to fill up the right form. Place them neatly then in each cubicle and at least put a stick-on sign. Everything was so messed up. I see a cleaner around, I don't see her doing her job.


MAKE SURE FORMS ARE AVAILABLE
Example: I wish to fill up a form to mail a package. No form at the section where forms are piled. I have to wait (if I'm civilised) just to get a form and later wait again to mail it. Or I have to just go to the counter and interrupt a transaction that is going on just to ask for a form. Slows down your time, slows down my time. slows down the person who is doing the transaction's time!! BAD


HAVE PROPER MANUALS FOR PROCEDURES
They don't have any boards that explain the procedures for the different mail services. So what a newbie has to do? Ask around from friends or family. What if after inquiring, no one knows? Head to the post office, take a number and wait (if there are a lot of people, longer to wait) just to ask how to perform a certain mail service. If any forms or required items needed but they don't have, they have to come back again or fill in the form and take another number to wait. So free is it?

So far I don't see any. If there are any, my bad. But I'm pretty sure no. Unless only certain branches have - which means a bad thing as well. Why only certain branches? Put up at all.

Or for a much more convenient is to have it list out properly at your website. Not detailed enough and all messed up. Ain't user friendly to me.


WHAT ARE THE SIGNS ON THE COUNTERS FOR THEN?
One states pos laju/stamps/parcels (something like that) which technically would mean that the counter is specially for that. So I went to that counter and no, the lady says pos laju you wait for the other 3 counters??? hello??? Then what is your counter for?
I saw another person went over to her counter and she dismiss the person as well. You lazy or what?

I went to another branch before (forgot where; long time ago) and I found out that for the pos laju/parcel counter - no need for numbers. Weird right. But then when I went to this lady behind that exact counter, she not only said the above, she ask to get a number and wait.


CLOSING TIME IS CLOSING TIME, SO WHAT?
Yes I know 5pm is closing time. That doesn't mean IGNORE ALL NUMBERS and ask us to line up randomly behind any of the 3 counters. Follow formal procedures OK. If you really want to be back at 5pm (I understand you don't wish to work overtime even a few minutes because you're not paid for it). So maybe let the guard or a person in charge guard the entrance at 4 or 4.30 to tell new customers to come the next day. As in you don't take anymore new transactions when it has reached that time so you can just finish up with all the others who are waiting inside already. Still follow number or work faster!!!

Some move like snails. =.=

I mean you're trying to say you're tired. I'm sure you have lunch breaks and all. it's not like you need to walk around. All jobs are tiring anyway. AGAIN, IT IS YOUR JOB AND YOU GET PAID FOR IT! So do your job.

OK enough of complains here already. Get this kinda shit again I think I shall just complain to their department. Write a letter of complain. Hmm... I wonder do they take into consideration and read and actually do something about these?

Dangers of Facebooking

Yeah you can't help to be one of those many trillions who Facebook every day or the other. You poke here & there & get poked back.

It's all happy when you play with app with your friends, send gifts & find long lost pals.

But behind all that, do you know that someone might be by the side of your window, peeping, looking at you signing into Facebook & probably wonder the time that you accept his/her friend request.

Yeah the Facebook stalker. It's true Facebook has it's privacy policy & privacy profiles which you can take charge to ensure how much is revealed to your friends & every other individuals. but do you know that every outside applications available in Facebook (that means around hundreds of the apps) are not designed by Facebook insiders but are third party ones. These apps you add can actually gain access to your information without you knowing it.

Next thing you know, that stalker might be following you around your neighborhood.

Beware Facebookers!

10 Reasons Why I Blog

 I know there could be hundreds of reasons why a person would choose to blog & stick to blogging. Some would probably blog to help oneself, help others or even just because. So here goes on mine:

1. Because it gives the the freedom to express myself in words & in a way improve the way I do it. It also adds a dash of self satisfaction.
   
2. Because it gives me a "portal" to view myself for who I am. It's true. Sometimes even I don't know who I really am & when I look back at what I've written - it gives me more clarity & understanding.
   
3. Because I can actually share my ideas & it feels great when I meet new people in the blogosphere that shares the same views, ideas & interest as well.
   
4. Because it is easier to tell what is crammed inside through such a medium where it's not realistically a face to face process of expressing. (yeah so I have that issue - not the only one)
5. It gives me a space where I belong, where I'm in control because I created this space & I'm in control of it.
   
6. To direct my anger & annoyance towards issues in a much appropriate manner. (helps a lot in directing me away from openly abusing the anger I'm feeling towards certain people)
7. My blog is place where I can display photos of me, my friends, my family, my love ones & my life in a storyline album sorta way. (something meaningful to do with the photos and not only line em' up in an album)
8. My blog serves as a journal for all my memories for myself & those associated with it, in the future.
   
9. Share reviews on what I did, what I consume or experience, what I love in what I did.
   
10. Finally, I blog because of the passion I have. It's a kind of hobby; a kind of passion. Picture this: it's just like how singers sing or create songs, it's like how writers write books & articles. (you get the pic)
    

I confess that...

... I've had a couple of visions in me today regarding the desire to smack this one guy with a bowling ball...

... I had a dream today about floating Starbucks beverages and colorful cupcakes. Then, I woke up feeling all sugary. LOLness.

18 in 18

Like I've promised earlier, this is a list of "18 Things I Did When I'm 18".

From these 18 things, there are some that were unintentional, intentional, loved, disliked & regretted. I'll leave it up to you dear readers to distinguish which is which. =)

I'll like to start with the number 18 & go backwards. (things stated are not in any particular order).

18. Join my first ever camp.

17. Had a trip to Singapore with my Mum & Sis

16. Went clubbing for the 1st time.

15. Experienced Flying Fox for the 1st time.

14. Started college life in Help University Coll

13. Had my 1st vodka.

12. Tried cigarettes.

11. Got drunk.

10. Went Genting on Xmas.

9. Shared my deepest secret out.

8. Got "stalked" by a stranger while shopping.

7. Went to my 1st Good Charlotte concert for free.

6. Had a blast in 17's Summer Splash.

5. Got my license but no car!!!!!!!

4. Drove less than 10 times.

3. Went to PD with my friends during semester break.

2. Increased my blog's traffic & build a second new blog.